Friday, December 06, 2002

OK. So this is my first blog (Thank you very much, Mel). It's so funny how theo papers become blogs. I seriously doubt if my teacher (Sir...hi...) will accept anything of this nature. But, oh well. Wala naman siya dito e. Procastinating is a great art, you know. It alone can make anyone clean their junkyard...oops, closet pala, take a bath thrice in two hours, and pretend great interest in whatever it is that your little sister is talking about (for the nth time). Perhaps with a little more inspiration, someone will write about this, and actually get published...hmm...Perhaps if I don't get married to someone rich, this will be my line of work. Hmm...HELP!!! I am running out of things to say and I can see that stupid paper looming like Count Dracula in my head. This is not funny! Perhaps I should just get back to writing it and get it over with...but perhaps not. I still need to pause and reflect, take a little time to get my bearings together again, you know. Five minutes na lang...no wait, in another five minutes, it will be time to eat. Oh, well, as I said, I need time to get my creative juices flowing again. Hey, it might even take all night. Hmmm... too bad...Oh, well. I cannot sacrifice the quality of my paper, now can I? No, I won't! However, it continues to flash in my mind like lightning, and I find myself wondering if perhaps this great art is not so great at all. Hmm...will I be able to sleep soundly tonight? Or will I dream of that paper and my very own beheading given that I don't finish it...God forbid! Maybe, thinking that you're getting away from whatever it is that you have to do gives temporal relief. Kind of like a band-aid over a raw wound. Maybe it does not make it completely go away...if it does, then I would be out instead of writing, would I? Maybe things will be easier, as well as less scraping on your nerves, if you simply just finish what you have to do...even if it takes an hour of working straight...AAAHHH!!! Maybe, just maybe, you should stop reading my blog and get back to doing whatever it is that you have to do. Hmmm...just come back later, when you're procastinating again. Hmm...maybe I should also end my blog, my very first blog that is, and...and...and think about the things that I have learned! Yeah, that' s right. It's time that I start thinking about what I wrote. Hmm...that may take a while...